Im up early with my cuppa before my boy wakes up. This is my favourite time to post and get these words fresh in my mind for the day to help me through the urges. Im still having them but have been pretty much really really working at this recovery non stop. I have posted a zillion times i feel in the last few days. One day i hope to catch you online at the same time seeing as we are in the same time zone. Anyway just saying hi again and my admiration is always with you for your strength in this recovery process. Your posts are always such a pleasure to read. I hope you have a good rest and break over these holidays with your family.