Well i am sitting in my back room with the sulks. I just had a big row with hubby over something so unbelieveably stupid. So at this moment i am not speaking to him because if i do i just know it will turn into a full blown scream fest and im not prepared to do that to myself the way i am feeling already. So i have retreated, for now. Dinner is cooking and i feel like throwing his in the bin…lol, how childish can you get?
I have quite the pit in my stomach at the moment, besides being really really hungry my anger causes me to want to run, and not the exercise kind. So i will go and get the laundry off the line, fold it and put it away, finish dinner and try to do my best not to dwell on it. We are stubborn, him and i and i usually cave. Im not caving today. Im not prepared to crawl and be all lovey, to pretend everything is just peachy. He can be mean when he wants to be and i know by tomorrow (he’ll hold this grudge for days if he has to) ill have to make it all better as i hold a grudge for about 5 minutes. Ok, that said, i had better check dinner.
Bye for now, Kathryn xxSometimes you have to step outside of the person you’ve been, and remember the person you were meant to be, the person you wanted to be, the person you are.