[colin in brum]

Hi Paul, as Vera says the questions really underline the problem.  They also show the progressiveness of it.  I know I answered yes to several things I wouldn’t have dreamed of answering yes to a few yrs previously.
You have given good honest answers. Just take things a day at a time and use the support you have here.  You’ve answerd their questions maybe now is the time to get to a GA meeting as well.  Keep posting