***** Twilight , it is so nice to see you on my thread . Thank you for your advice.
“”””””””I seperate the addiction from my father and this allows me to show my love for my father when I see him””””””””
That is Twilight my most difficult stage now for me. I try to separate them but it is difficult but I try.  I need to find my freedom, I need time but I think I will handle that stage too. It gives me hope that it exists a way to separate them. It gives me hope that you told me because your experience is huge.
Thank you very much 
You are in my thoughts
Berber im thinking you a lot , keep walking you are doing so good….
With all my love ell