[icandothis]

Welcome!  Day 1 can be the best day of your life, if you decide to make it so.  I think you are determined to make it happen. We are here for you.  You begin your journey now.  The past is behind you.   I believe you when you say you don’t grasp "little" well.  Don’t do it anymore.   Live the "bigness" of life without gambling.  It is there for you.