Thanks P and Carole for your posts. Both my Daughters have been by checking on me. I have the flu, I finally ate something today. (hadn’t eaten anything for 3 days) I haven’t been this sick in a long time and it sucks!! Thanks for saying that I am brave and have done well with my Husbands illness and death. Sometimes I feel like I am just going through the motions. This is a hard journey I never wish on anyone. I still have some hard decisions to make concerning where I live. I know that everything will be alright. Sometimes change is good and I don’t know if I can move on emotionally or mentally living here. I will make the decisions when I know it is right for me!! I miss my Grandson as it has been 6 days since I have seen him. We talked on the phone and he knows Grandma is sick. I am going to rest some more so I can get better soon! Thanks for caring.Seize all the good things in life