Hi Jared, you have found a place where you will get support from other cg’s who understand the challenges of a gambling addiction. I know when I first started recovery that I would panic at the thought of never gambling again. I came on this site and then went on a gambling binge because I could not face the thought of never gambling. I have been in recovery for over two years now and during that time I have had slips but the support from everyone here has been amazing. I no longer think about never gambling again I just think about today. All any of us can do is focus on today. I would suggest that you read the posts from others, go on the chat line and the helpline as the staff here are unbelievable. Way to go for coming here!!!!One day at a time my sweet lord…