So I have not gambked for 3 days which is a start. My mum kindly paid my rent this month so atleast I can carry on my job and wont be made homeless which is a massive lift and I am so thankful to have her. Somehow I have been doing really wellat work over the weekend and am getting rewarded with a top of the range sport car as me demo which feels slightly wrong as people would have to save for years to get one and I am given one on a plate after everything I have done. Aiming to get to a week of no gambling. I have a small amount of money to live on to eat so I just need to get through tonthe 30th
Will arrange for my wages to go to my mums account so she can ration my money again and go from there. I feel alot better its amazing what 3 days of no gambling does Thoughts Bring Things
