Hi Colleen —
Hope you are doing okay. I know how hard it is early on in recovery and it looks like you are doing everything you can to help yourself. Remember there are alot of people who are willing to help you whether it be listening to you or if you need a ride to a meeting until you get on your feet again. I am going to be chairing a meeting next Sunday and it will be on a topic that I like from the One Day at a Time book (blue book) which is "Am I living in the problem rather than the answer" (I think or something like that). I think sometimes we know what we need to do to get better but it is hard to keep moving. Great job in making it through the first couple of weeks.Winning a jackpot will never be life changing, but gambling compulsively is for me.