Hi Looby.
I hope your meeting with son and g/f was good and your anniversary plans also go well.
My cg has visited recently.  Good and ‘strange’ all at the same time.
You must be experiencing such a range of feelings with so many different things going on – terminal illness, re-connection with son, a new birth approaching and a big anniversary. 
I wish you joy and peace in every circumstance.
Lots of love, Monique. xxKeep hope alive.