Hi JuJu –
I haven’t seen you post since you started your thread last week. I hope it’s because you are doing lots of reading on this site.
If not, I hope you at least feel better having put your pain and fears down in words. I think that helped me. I was a chicken and didn’t post my lengthy story for several days – lol – but I’m glad I did. Seeing the crazy reality of my life right there in front of me in black and white was kind of an eye opener for me. Was it for you?
I am still too new to this recovery process to offer anything but encouragement to you, and some days I’m not even capable of that. Today is a decent day so far tho.
I am struggling to find coping skills for specific issues, and for dealing with my husband’s addiction in general – as I am sure you are also. I await the posts to my thread that will bring clarity to my chaos like a teenage girl waits for that pimply faced boy to call. (I can still remember that feeling lol.)
So just in case you were feeling the same way, I thought I would let you know I care, I’m thinking about you, and I truly understand what you are going thru – as do many others here … Different people, different places, different circumstances — but the SAME BEAST!
I hope you will post again soon.
"… should I give up or should I just keep trying to run after you when there’s nothing there?"  Adele
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