you guys are too good to me, I always feel like a burden when I need someones help…I sit in my couselors chair and feel guilty we are not talking more about her too even though I am paying her to help me.  I love this man, or I wouln’t be helping him like I am…I can’t imagine my life without him and I don’t want to.  My support group is tonight and I am excited to meet others that can relate to this, and I am thankful to have found you all!