I went to my first support meeting and unfortuantly there was only 2 of us….its the only one in my community and people just don’t use it.  Im bummed about that as I know there are people out there that could benfit.  I did go to my own couselor today though and had a good session.  I am having an attorney draw up a contract that if we were to get divorsed that he will take responcibility for the 40k in credit card debt that he has….this will show him that I am serious and wont take on his debt.  Its all hard, I think about this every minute of every day.  Today one of my employee quit so that adds an additional burden to my already heavy plate.