Dear BD ….. Your gifts were sweet and thoughtful – not pathetic in any way! – and I am sure they were appreciated more than you realize…. I can only imagine that what you are feeling must be normal for someone adjusting to life after rehab – which certainly doesn’t make it any easier to experience I’m sure….. I so wish I knew the right words to say… Of course I don’t, but I want you to “hear” someone say that your beautiful family could not possibly be happy if you were to die. You have so much to look forward to living gamble free! Life is never perfect for anyone, but you can get through this “imperfect” moment and go on to make good memories for you and your family. Do you have a sponsor or someone you can call at ***** like this? You’ve come so far … hang in there….. Adele
