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RG I took one step forward today in regards to the weight.  I actually got on the scale. HELP IS ALL I CAN SAY!!!!!!  I know that I need to do something.  It’s almost like knowing you have a gambling addiction and that you need to do something about it and you keep kidding yourself that you can control it.  I am out of control with my eating now… the scales have told me.  I knew when I was having to buy a bigger size in clothes, but I was burying my head in the sand.  I dont know what I am going to do yet, but I am definitely going to start doing something.  I might start with getting my jaw wired closed!!!!!!!!!!!!!One day at a time my sweet lord…