Just home from my trip..Much better than expected…I actually had a very nice time and just focused on present activities instead of comparing myself to my wealthy siblings and their ultra-successful friends..All that stress (and gambling 10 days ago) for nothing..It is so weird that I go into that life..All these people leading "normal" lives with more lofty goals…and I fit in while there…and I come home to this"other" life I lead..I actually thought about going to the casino the minute I walked off the plane!!! But I did not..
Have to go to work in a few hours so a guarantee of not gambling again..but I feel like I am drfiting and do not have a solid purpose going forward..Hoping to try the cleanse again!
Hope you all are doing well..I have to go on later tonight and read up here..No time now 🙂
