Hi Bella
The post that you have written is indeed a sad one and I can understand why this thread resonates with you but we are all different here and we all need to hear different things at different *****.   I think we need to focus on the positives here and our main positive on this thread is the support we offer to each other.     
I do of course wish you well
Velvet– 09/01/2013 17:18:00: post edited by Velvet.