Hi MT and welcome to the forum. First – YES it IS possible. You will be reading a lot of stories similar to your own on the other threads here. You will also be reading the success stories – what are they doing that yoiu can apply to your own situation?
It sounds like you are already doing a lot of positive things – getting to meetings, counselling etc How about self exclusion as well? Thgings don’t get better overnight but they DO get better. Just as importantly – they stop getting worse. Keep[ posting, one day at a time.
