[bettie]

Hi Guys,
Party was a hoot! Didn’t do the bus thing though, couldn’t get tickets for the show and the young ones were going club hopping-a little out of my league.
FWB ticked me off yesterday, I am so frustrated with this whole "relationship". Time to cut my losses and move on. I have had triggers all day today and wanted to go to the casino. I have been thinking all day about how many times my dissapointment in my "love life" or true lacking of having a "real" partner in my life has sent me running to the casino. Sad today when I should have been happy-I let him do that to me.
Tried the chat but I seemed to be missing everyone. I wouldn’t have been good company today anyways.
but i didn’t gamble
bettie