Life is interesting and frustrating in the recovery stage…woke up this morning planning to do one thing and a whole bunch of things came up and felt guilty if I did not do these other things my life woulld fall apart so easy to divert my attention to something else and forget who I am and my desire to quit gambling so have to learn to say f it to the other things and do what I really want to do hey thats healing…I am Eric and I am not a victim..that felt good…and I chose not to gamble today Peace
