So i get up today and what do I see? Yet another day that I have to pull myself up by the boot straps and face the day. Well,I’ll make the best of it. I don’t feel like going to GA tonight and don’t think I will. Need to find a gift for my mom’s birthday, she’s 75 on Sunday. I don’t want to leave the house, I want to wallow in self pity but I won’t. No one to blame for my problems but me.
Kathryn, thanks for the post and I will try but I realize that I have been living with this self esteem issue for over 40 years and I have not delt with it too well. The "friend" is just a symptom of a much larger issue, one I have to face head on and stop running from.