[bettie]

Hi Guys,
My other guy "friend" came over today. I told him about my Cg. I can’t believe I did it. I spilled my guts! I wonder if he will ever call me again. The consept of how serious this is went over his head at first. By the time he left i was almont in tears and so was he. I am depressed about the blind date not coming through. I want a real relationship with a man who wants the same. I have’ve only had that once in my life, that was with my husband and that was 27 years ago!
Depressed, lonely, sad. Almost went to the boat, went to the goodwill and bought a pair of shoes instead. Daughter called, met me for a snack. Want to cry, tears falling now. I just can’t get a break. gonna go to bed.
bettie