I was very burden by fear, the unknown and life uncertainty lately. I was overwhelmed by strong emotions and feelings with regards to the sale of a property, looking after mum and the situation at work. The weight just snowball and grew heavier. I was very distracted and stop attending recovery meeting for a month now.
I was afraid and fearful of what it is going to be like in the future. I was afraid of everything falling apart. It was scary looking at my long term prospect , there is no future.
However short term prospect looks ok, It was not so bad, I have something good to look forward from the sales proceed of a property by the power mercy and grace of God. I have provided mum regardless of how I feel and has no regret. Despite all the difficulties, I still have a job now and my debt has reduce.
I should keep my eyes on today, not tomorrow, not yesterday! I shall continue to march forward one baby step at a time!