[i won a new life]

I relapsed again and lost 2k on Sept. 11. I was just convinced I was going to win, so many dead spins.

Then it was like a switch went off in my head. Stop throwing money away and stop the bleeding. I tried really hard to win big and it wasn’t meant to be.

I have stopped the insanity now, just feeling a bit low on the financial loss but this can be recovered over time.

No more, I’m done.