So I thought long and hard about placing a bet today, I got the money, I had the time, I had the thought but I didnt want it enough………….meaning I thought the whole thing through, I may have won but then I thought even if I did win I would be back gambling again (on everything and anything) and by the weekend I know it would have all gone and any more I could have got my hands on gone with it, when I gamble I cannot stop so the only answer is not to gamble.
Today I wasnt at my best and havent been for a few days but I am still gamble free, I know I need to work on a few things to help keep my recovery going as always one day at a time and I will work hard at making myself a better person and a massive part of that is living a gamble free life.
Thank you for listening, reading and maybe understanding, I am very happy to be here sharing in my recovery and look forward to reading all your shares as always, wish you all well in your recovery and life, take care.
Maverick