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Dear diary,

I was brought up in a family with a few generations of substance and behavioural abusers

I can see how my grandparent affect my parent

How my parent affect my siblings

How I affect everyone

I can only pray to God to please free the living ones from the curse

I can see them suffer

I finally stop my destructive ways but mum continue to gamble, sis started to get intoxicated to numb her feelings

This was what I do for more than 25 years heavily

I am pretty strong now but I feel a sense of sorrow and sadness seeing sis suffer and mum so stubborn

Heavenly Father I pray to you to heal my mum and sister, please heal them and give them total recovery in the name of JESUS I pray. AMEN!