So today turned into a big bummer!!! The art and craft sale didn’t happen. We drove there and nothing was set up? My Mom was upset as she doesn’t understand the medical bills that she just received from the insurance companies for her heart surgery. I tried to help her sort them out. I told her to call on Monday to get clarification. She went on and on about money. I told her that even with health insurance, I had to pay around $50,000 for my Husband’s hospital stays and chemo. She reiterated, well you had the money. Yes, thank goodness he had life insurance. I told her that if she owed anything, she could work out payment arrangements and maybe get the amount reduced because she doesn’t make a lot of money. It fell on deft ears. I finally had to leave and go home. I could have gambled today! Instead I came home and organized my closet. I have 2 bags of clothes to donate to our local women’s shelter. Also, I felt like I had to validate myself with her today. She made the comment that I don’t talk to my Sister. I told her that was not the case. Since we reunited after my Sister stopped talking to me for a year, she has only contacted me once. Most of the texts and calls were initiated by me. Very one sided relationship. My Mom said nothing. It makes me wonder if she and my Sister are talking about me when they have their weekly phone chats. If so, shame on them. I don’t think my Mom gets it that I will be the one who takes care of her as she ages. As far as my Sister is concerned, I have written off having a great relationship with her. She has hurt many family members with her uncaring attitude. I can’t change how she feels. Sorry for ranting. Something I needed to get off of my chest.
