So very sorry you’re struggling. Have you had help with the depression? I think that can lead to gambling, then the gambling makes the depression worse, one vicious circle. If you haven’t had help with it please get yourself to a doctor as its very worrying that you got to the point of attempting to hang yourself.
It’s great that you’ve come here, where you can get some support. Maybe knowing you are not dealing with thing’s alone will help you in time, I really hope so.
Hope to see an update soon.
