Well, I lasted 9 days! Woke up and played a hidden object game which ate up 6 hours. Was so sick of looking at my room got out of bed at 6pm, got showered and dressed and had something to eat. Couldn’t face going back into my room so went across the road o the pub to watch the England friendly. By half-time I was completely depressed, sitting drinking on my own, hating the prospect of going home. After two pints, went home, registered with a new poker site and deposited £30 that another gambling site had refunded me when I self excluded from them a week ago. Lost the £30. Had £38 in my room ran up to the shop for a paysafe voucher for £30. Machine down. Ran along to another shop, just missed them as they closed at midnight, ran along to another shop, got my £30 voucher but now a ridiculous distance from home. Got back home at 1am. Deposited the £30. Won £170 playing poker. Lost it on slots. Now 4.35am and I’m feeling pretty sorry for myself. Have self-excluded from the site I just joined. I’m determined that this is just a blip and I’ going to carry on like it never happened.
Thanks for reading
Mike 🙁