[micky]

Starting again, won’t be easy no-one likes to admit defeat in this addiction battle. Being realistic it will take me at least 6 months to clear the debt ive accumalated but i have no-one to blame but myself. So it’s back to one day at a time 6 x 30 = 180 days or there abouts it could be worse alot worse . Thinking of ending it all at the weekend of course was not an option, life is and always will be.