hello Strambolinski , I feel your pain brother. I am also in a dark place you are in the right place to get help please stay and seek counsel there are people here willing to help you man all is not lost. you are here and reaching out thats the biggest step you have taken You are strong man. Congrats on making that giant step to admit you have that problem. all may seems lost at this time and please reassure yourself each moment is gonna be alright. you are making a different now that you have opened up in being honest and not afraaid to share how you feel. Stay positive my brother
