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#5435
bosslady
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Still taking things day to day…ive been doing alot of things i like to do…my job got reduced immensly which sucks for money but im getting alot more free time…ive been able to get alot of cleaning and doing alot more cooking which i enjoy..ive been spending alot of time in my bible and bible studies..prayer calms my nerves..i have noticed lately since i do have more free time im thinking a little too much…i can’t spend my life waiting for the shoe to drop but its so hard to look at tommorrow let alone next week..i don’t like to plan anything because im still scared of everything crashing down again..i guess what im saying is its one day at a time because i can’t trust enough to depend on tomorrow..i hope one day i can but were not there yet…