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I have not heard someone use “a responsible addict” to describe people I know. It was not easy for an addict to look after an elderly person, it can be very stressful, I can get depress and suicidal. I struggle to provide mentally and financially, I realize how tough that can be for an imperfect person.

I am not going to make it 10 times worst and more painful by gambling.

My sis and bro trusting me today is making life more difficult for me because I am struggling to cope with looking after my elderly mum mentally, emotionally and financially.