Feeling lousy. Fought this bug off for about 1 week but it finally got me! I’ve re read all of the posts regarding my relapse. Thank you for your support and views. In the end, it’s all in my hands and the choices I decide to make. I’ve come up with a few more barriers and that includes banning from the latest casino I was in. I’m ready to face the consequences from my latest relapse which may mean a court judgement. Yes, i-did-it, this maybe my rock bottom! I’m not making any excuses about my gambling anymore. I chose to do it. Also, I maybe depending on this site too much. I’m going to limit my posting. I need to stand on my own 2 feet and figure this all out! This will be challenging but with God’s help, I am confident that I will be able to move forward.
