Sunday night rolls round again. Just watching version of the sound of music .
Xmas fast approaching and I’m looking forward to finishing work on xmas eve. I’m all sorted for the holidays so I should have no problems.
Felt abit lost today .As im thinking of the year ending although I’ve have ended well I cannot say its been a good year.
My problems are not all gambling related but gambling just mixes the pot .
I’ve googled how to start your life again , at 47 have I got the energy , the will , the strength.
My shit job , no friends or partner ,my mam and dad constantly worried about me . My lack of ambition .
But onwards and I can work on each part of my life .
But as geordie said earlier this year , one things certain gambling will never help . x
