Survived today by not fighting for what is right .
But I need my job to continue to pay my way .
I have gambled since I was 8 or 9 , 2p doubles with my dearest grandad . 37 years later im working for such a dire company and that is the price ive paid for all of those years .
But thats not to say that my future cant be good and if I can continue to work hard and build my confidence , I should be able to move on in my life . X