Did see you say when I first came in you banned yourself from a casino. what a great thing you did. I have done that with the two I used to visit in my state. That really keeps from going as I have never been jail and do not want to be in one because of my gambling. Also as I was looking thru all the posts it seems you have lost your mum lately. When my mom died my compulsive gambling was at its worst. It is hard but things will get better. It has been 10+ years. l be thinking of you. If you ever need someone to talk to I am here.
