I appreciate your support. I have never felt so helpless. I honestly don’tt know what I am going to do financially. I am in a constant state of anxiety and I am barely eating. I had very low self esteem before this and now it’s even lower then before. It is sad that as a grown man, I have done this to myself and others. How did you get through the initial stages? I have never had a strong desire or passion for life. To be honest, I would end my life if I wasn’t too scared to do it to myself. Some have said that I need to find a new passion, but my anxiety and self worth are so low that I don’t have the energy to do anything. I don’t even like leaving my apartment or going anywhere public. School has been very challenging and I feel my recent choices may jeopardize my chances of finishing. I really hate being like this…
