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#47728
MurrS7
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Vera, Matthew, and dark energy. I appreciate the kind words.
I’ve oficially maxed out all available funds to my name. Which worries me when interest and min payments come at the end of the month. Hopefully I have a job to pay those off within 3 weeks. Just finished counselling. Was a tough session.. very down.. lost, know this feeling too well. But this one hurts more because I’ve lost all $ available. I guess that’s what it takes to not gamble anymore ? But what about when I have $ agaib? Will I gamble? I will never understand this addiction, I will never understand why we torture ourself. Over and over and over, when is enough ? When will I not want to feel this low ? I pray one day