Thank you Velvet for your very thoughtful post. As I read it I had tears streaming down my face. I’m just looking for some understanding and a way out. I got much comfort for your words. In answer to your question, no my husband does not acknowledge he has a problem. He blames me for wanting too much from him. It seems everything comes back to being my fault. I just don’t know how much more I can take. I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders right now and I’m going a long with a smile on my face for my girls. I have started to have panic attacks and suffer from depression. I just don’t see an end to this stupid gambling cycle, I’m so tired.
I would love to join the F&F group however I live in Western Canada and need to figure out what time it is my time. Maybe next Tuesday.
Thank you for your reply.