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andrea6054
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Thank you both. …I closed the account just now. …..that’s not to say I self excluded. . .
The first chap wanted to review my account after I told him I wanted to close it. But then he got cut off.
Which in a way was a blessing. …
Because the second person was a right snotty woman. .. (for want of a better phrase )….and closed it immediately. ..With the words “Your Account is now closed”…
No thanks for being a loyal customer and giving them my life then! !
Not that I expected it obviously. ..from those callous people.
Today’s other problem is I have a company car and it’s filthy due to my neglectful behaviour. It’s due to go back for a service. …if I don’t get it cleaned they’re going to charge me an absolute fortune. ….and I can’t afford it now. …
You could say do it yourself. …
I could say I would if I knew how to get a car back to showroom condition.
Or maybe I’m just lazy. …
These small things I’ve been putting on the back burner for so long have now turned into insurmountable issues.
I’ve even played slots at work. …and when time to go home if I’ve been on a “winning streak”….I’ve continued to play whilst driving home! !
Had it in my head that if I logged out and in again my streak would be gone!
Have you ever heard anything so obsessive in your life? !!!
The more I write and confess on here the more I realise how badly invaded my brain is. …