Thank you for your support and nice words.
Yes, life is difficult, but my final decision is that i will fight and try to win this addiction. In last 2-3 years i dont enjoy gambling and i recognized my addiction and all problems, but mostly huge debts made that i was gambling. Now its clear for me that i can not fix my financial problems with gambling. I have now one theory about that reason and i trust in this theory.
I am not so bad tipster for sports vettinf
g. I know also that luck is variable. I know that i have good strategies. With all this i know that i theory i could be maybe successful bettor. But there is one big differance in my belief. Now i knom and i am aware that i am addict and ill and that any new try for gambling is not worth. I know that each time i will finish in same aituation.
No, i dont want it. I will collect power to change my life.
Tomorrow i will explain all again to my wife and some people close to ne. No matter consequents, it can happened that tbis time i lose my family, my wife and childern, but i lost them long time ago with my bad decisions. But first of all i want new life, or my old one i had many years ago..I have now totally different opinion about my economy and debts. I dont care about money. I dont need anything big, sone foos and few beers, enough for me…Few years ago when i was most active with gambling, if someone asked me what should i do if i win 1 mil USD, I
i know what should be my answer. I should just continue with gamblind.
Due all of this i just decided to stop and live rest of my life with small things. One day by one day. Thats all.