Happy merry xmas brother. I appreciate your feedback encouragement and guidance. I am gonna keep focusing more and more on self recovery and loving myself. Despite thiz bro wife is going through with divorce because she hasnt trust me like before. I have broken the trust too many times becuz of the gambling addiction. I have taken full responsibility for my actions and accepted the consequences of it. Now i am gonna focus on self worth. I am focus on constantly rewiring my mind at this time. I am gonna enjoy life and move on to a new chapter of my life in 2020. Yes brand new day and i am happy.
Thank you for kind words brother. Continue to stay strong with positive thinking man. It helps this forum has certainly help me.
Have a wonderful holidays Stephen. Keep on keeping on. Bright and glorious new year 2020 GF.