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Monica1
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Well, throughout December I have been plagued with gut problems without veering too much from my diet. However, one slice of cake on my birthday and day before yesterday ended up with a big problem yesterday morning.
Didn’t feel great when met up with Pete and Bailey for a drink last night. Stuck to a brandy as can’t really drink either. Very restricted. Filled the fridge with m and s Xmas food for Ben and the kids, so pleased my son cAme with me to pick it up, I would never save been able to carry it. My son saw the dentist, root canal infection, he has been in a lot of pain and self medicating with alcohol.
My brother in law is rallying, thank you for your prayers Vera. I have prayer him too, not this Xmas, no one can handle that. He has type 1 diabetes, and two infections hence his confusion. Not likely to be out Xmas, to be absolutely honest, it will be far better without his ocd curmudgeon attitude but I still wish him well and better.
Pete bought me three packs of cigs for Xmas, welcome and somewhat practical. Ah, the romance. He had plans for me to stay over but his elderly landlord put off till today going away so that put the kybosh on that. He was disappointed. Out of the blue saying goodbye he kissed me in the way a man kisses a woman. It was totally unexpected and is the first kiss in eight and a half years so felt strange to me. I don’t know how I feel about that and will reflect on it.
Aah well. He is helping me get to the station today.
I hope friends old and new on this site, has a wonderful peaceful and happy Christmas and a joyous, gf 2020.