[Seanraj4731]

I appreciate your comments craig. Yes lets focus on my now my present moment and taking it one step at a time. Like a child as mention i really appreciate words to move my mind away from this mental obstacle i have been trying to hard to STOP and walk away. Money has no more control over my mind. I will rise above this. I am going to rise above this. Been watching Santos Jr. Aka soldiers of self mastery videos on youtube and relapse yesterday felt so sick with my self now i have made my mind up to fully commit to this journal.