[Diamond82]

Thanks for answering. i made it to work, thats something.
As for what i am worry for is i have to pay some money back before a certain time very soon. I talked to my family but i don’t want them to give me more money to pay for my addiction but i hope they can help me get one last loan so i can pay back the money i owe now.
I know i have to pay my debts for five years. I don’t mind that being on my back to do so. Its just kills me when i have to use my families money or ask them to help me get a loan.
Once i pay up the last payments i have decided to get rid of my home internet and my computer. It will be boring but i hope to go running instead.
i know i will have bad days… but i am determined.
Thanks.