[Monica1]

Better day today. I dont know how I can be an inspiration when not much has changed in 8 months. Timesheet finally authorised, hurrah, they had lost the email. I had already rung them 4 times idi. I worked out that with my ten days pay, which has already lasted me nearly a month, I won’t get any benefits till early June which is a long time.
I also realised a truth today, that what we focus on becomes our reality.
Got an email from gamstop today with a brief questionnaire. Spent evening researching how I can heal from my current state.