Thanks Vera for your post. Sorry to hear that your Son’s and GF visit didn’t go well. Glad to hear that your Husband took them home and that you didn’t gamble. The money I gambled could have been used for many things. It should be sitting in my savings account. It could have been worse. There is no one to tell in my family. Either they are CG’s or have other issues. That is why I came here and spilled my guts. I kept busy today constructing a picture blanket online for my Grandson for Christmas. It will be delivered in a week. I put together 2 collage picture frames and I will hang them tomorrow. I feel good about being honest about my gambling and I accept full responsibility for my actions. I am very sad that I gambled. I have only myself to depend on financially. That’s scary that I would sabotage myself. I have a lot to work on!