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Sometimes I wonder about whether I will ever be set free from this addiction. Where its really possible to be uprooted from its entanglement. My mind often wonders off to having to tell the next guy I have a relationship with that I have an addiction. And I see them just walking out because its all too much for them. But really how can I blame them? What would I do in the same situation, would I be like I really don’t have time for this? I want someone maybe a little bit whole? And I wonder whether this disease has rendered me alone for ever and ever.