Lately, was thinking of the things I did because of gambling in the past.
One day, I was like suffering the strong withdrawal of heroin at home and had no money to buy them
In reality, I don’t have enough money to feed my gambling but I felt that I must have them even if it didn’t belong to me.
My urge was so strong, the intense feeling was very unbearable… that was what it feels like
I was so desperate I actually pick on the lock of a drawer belonging to a family member
It wouldn’t have happen if I was not gambling, isn’t it
This was what gambling did to me